there_is_a_screaming_in_my_head
so fucking lost
and its not mine
tell me its not mine
i dont want that
to be mine.


there are things in my head that hurt me
there are things in my head that make me bleed
there are things in my head that are dangerous to others
there are things in my head that are dangerous to me

nellie says for us to look away
i peer through my fingers
poke the wounds to see what oozes out
this time
this time
dig my fingers deep
to see
what is in there.


morbid curisioty
will be
one of my many downfalls
030605
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from