vicodin maruku maybe i'm stubborn, maybe i'm stupid, but i won't take any of those pills. and now i can't sleep. 010525 ... unhinged he got his wisdom tooth pulled and i met them out at kent that night for a show. he looked miserable. he was passing out his vicodin to everybody...he gave one to carrie and frank. carrie and frank did nothing but drink all night. at the end of the night i found carrie in the bathroom hovering above the toilet cause she couldn't puke. i was really high but that still scared me. she had no idea where she was. but i did the same thing with codiene five months later and woke up in his living room not knowing where i was for a second. i never learn from other people's mistakes. 010525 ... unhinged about a week ago i watched him take his blade and grind up a vicodin so that he could snort it. uuuhhh...somehow i found that kind of disturbing. 010611 ... j_blue never had it, but someone i live with has some leavin's, leftover from someone else's wisdom yanking curious... 010611 ... unhinged pain pills are really cool and kinda trippy when you first start taking them but you build up a tolerance rather quickly. it's always fun to mix codiene and alcohol but you gotta know when to stop or the russian roulette factor gets kind of high. 010611 ... guitar_freak once an addict always an addict i won't even take tylenol anymore raiding the cabinets for pain killers from hell crushed and snorted thrown back and choked upon just for another chance at oblivion 020104 ... continuous light just give me a razorblade and some ES's and i'll bust out some rails that'll make your nose bleed. vic's don't hurt that bad actually. ketamine burns, and never EVER under any circumstances snort Darvacet (not sure i spelled that right). they burn worse than anything in the world. a little friendly advice from your neighborhood addict. i sometimes wonder what i'd be like if i hadn't done all these drugs this year. 020104 ... only_tuesday funny...how this is what i'm on at the moment. i didn't take any when i actually needed it. now it's just for fun. 020105 ... continuous ache i'd like to make a correction. i've found something that burns far worse than railing darvacets...meth. 020226 ... kill rhythm i need some because my head is pounding.. 020502 ... Lovers Lament god i cannot believe i made it thru my 20's. i seemed to do everything possible to ensure i'd somehow die by misfortune. We have not decided if this reprieve from the reaper is good or bad yet. We contemplate. 130322 what's it to you? who go blather from