reincarnation twiggie i wonder if this is my last, and after this it is done. i wonder what the past ones were like, and what i didn't finish. or maybe this is my first and i have a long road ahead of me. 010316 ... twiggie i just want to be a raindrop. 010316 ... johnny west In a past life...hum...yeah...in a past life...They were all grouped together...not quite vomiting...spitting... "And marijuana makes it painful to sustain notes while singing," he said. "That's all I know about sleep." Hallelujah! Have you seen it? I sometimes believe that I have, only to have my spray drenched in disgusting hair. It's just a looking...what it is...is what...holding. Which brings us to GRAFENDLE. Uncle Grafendle. Junior toenail. And who could forget that sexless reincarnation of...? Whatever it was, it changed the way we thought about whatever it was we thought about. Sleep deprivation is a wonderful thing! Screaming about it! Nobody listens, but I sure as hell feel something pulsating underneath...what? In my last life, I was a Jamaican woman born out of wedlock. In my next life, I will be a Long Island fisherman infatuated with suckerfish. And the confusion/confiscation/congregation explodes in a mighty..."HE HATES YOUR GUTS AND YOU LOVE HIM FOR IT". Well now...You might get stoned, and you might get laid, but you won't do both cuz you'll never get paid. And that's what we like to call emotional prostitution; when what's inside doesn't add up to anything at all. It's just doled out like psychosexual oedipal desires. Marry me, mom. Make me whole. 010316 ... unhinged life is for a higher point and we keep missing it but we aren't allowed to give up until we get it. the only way i could be reincarnated as a dog is if i had the thoughts and heart and karma of a dog. it's just another circle. 010416 ... for Mr. Blake HOW coulD AnyONe HAtE "it?" is he/she morbid? maybe they should try reading some Stephen King novels. Do you hate like that? 010416 what's it to you? who go blather from