is_that_all_there_is
Jus
I
really
should
have
more
gratitude
.
I
just
feel
overwhelmed
and
cold
and
I'm
not
having
fun
and
I
miss
my
kid
and
I
miss
the
summer
and
I
want
to
be
done
school
and
I
want
to
not
have
to
do
bullshit
tasks
to
get
my
degree
and
I'm
in
5
classes
and
I
don't
know
if
I
can
do
it
and
I'm
sad
today
and
I've
been
sick
with
the
flu
and
it
was
brutal
and
my
family
was
sick
too
so
I
got
nothing
done
and
the
people
in
my
class
are
starting
to
talk
shit
about
each
other
and
I
liked
when
they
didn't
but
whatever
they're
young
and
I'm
old
I've
got
no
skin
in
it
because
when
I'm
done
we
wont
be
friends
I
could
be
their
mother
but
I'm
still
stuck
in
this
environment
and
I
want
out
and
everything
with
the
partner
is
so
gross
and
complicated
and
I
think
about
death
too
much
and
I
start
too
many
sentences
with
subject
-verb
and
my
professor
told
me
it
should
be
easy
but
I
said
but
it
isn't
easy
and
he
said
he
just
bought
a
nanny
and
I
said
well
fuck
that's
great
for
you
but
I
don't
have
one
and
he
was
like
you're
a
fucking
failure
and
I
was
like
OH
I
KNOW
THANKS
and
I
feel
like
I'm
wasting
my
life
and
I
wake
up
in
the
middle
of
the
night
and
think
this
is
it
I'm
dead
already
and
where
was
the
meaning
where
was
the
true
meaning
of
life
is
it
this
is
it
peeing
at
3am
and
going
back
to
bed
and
feeling
warmth
and
snuggling
with
my
baby
and
knowing
I
have
4
more
hours
of
sleep
if
he
doesn't
wake
up
.
Is
that
it
?
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