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more annoyed Why does "nocturnal" always have to be so fucking obnoxious? 020328
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even more annoyed now Yah. I mean, damn. Why don't you have a heart, girl? 020328
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no reason why don't you just let people be as they are?
on a site like this, of all places...
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Think about what you just said. Why doesn't SHE????!!!!! 020328
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birdmad what is with these blathes wasted on stupid petty shit like this that no one signs their goddamn names to?

it's ten times more fucking annoying than anyting else.

fucking get over it already
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nocturnal otay, I realise I'm quite late in seeing this, but better late than never, or perhaps not in this case. jesus tapdancing christ, what did I say? and who the fuck are you, anyway? at least have the balls to use your real names, fucking cowards. 020525
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jinx Kevin/father/sperm donor... 020526
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Arwyn Liz, people won't sign their names to it because they don't want anyone who might disagree with them to be able to personally attack them back. 020526
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nocturnal I know why, but it seriously pisses me off. at the very least, these people could email me or something to let me know what it is I said. not to mention that it started off with a comment about how I don't leave people alone. seems they're quite good at that themselves. 020527
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DannyH Is it the time of year or something? I come out here to the 'burbs to get away from the dull bitching on Blue and I find its spread here too... 020527
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daxle the hops are flowering and all the women are menstruating in unison 020527
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kerry lately


i can't even tolerate anyone else's good moods or happy news or creativity or ANYTHING so maybe this is the wrong place for me to be right now....

but at school today i was cringing trying to keep myself from lashing out at everybody
my eyes burned and i was tired and wanted to go home but i didnt say anything
so i have myself under control, for the most part. i just dont know what to do with myself because i know lately i am getting to be extremely cynical and jaded. people have TOLD me, how sad is that?

i'm such a hypocrite.
i dont want to hear people talk about themselves endlessly but here i am doing it. i dont want to hear complaining, but i am. i dont want infinite self-analyzations but isnt that what this is?
except for the INFINITE part.
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misstree wait through the red sharper than this,
and an innocent soul will cross
before you can lash,
they will hand you a flower-scented bauble.
unexpected beauty
can usurp the tightest frenzies.
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DJ constantly 030706
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DammitJanet Carmel. AnnoyING.

The first day i met her she told me a lot of people tell her she's annoying. She laughed and casually said to let her know when she was. And she was all the time, but i never mentioned it because it wasn't worth it. Even though she acted fine about it, it hurt her. I didn't like hurting her. But later on it became constant. And it wasn't because she was doing annoying things, it's because she had gotten into the habit of asking if she was being annoying. "Am I annoying you? Am I being annoying? Are you sure? Just let me know if I am annoying you! You're positive i'm not annoying you?? Do I annoy Hilary? Did she tell you that I annoyed her? What about Andrea and Ellen? Do they think i'm annoying?" ..

The funny thing is, her asking if she was annoying was the most annoying thing of all. Oh, Carsmell. Atleast you'll always be remembered.
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