hypocrite pilgrim For all the best intentions And well thought out conventions It is the Myth of self That Blinds Till at long last Truth is thrust To shatter Myth to dust How inside self is that so fragile It must be hidden deep And even Saints and prophets Have their moments of Doubt and Rage Things are always more complex Than they appear to be Within even the most Noble Lies the telling scent of Need 011214 ... DammitJanet i like to think i'm not one but i am. i make decisions with no reguard for others, only for my own selfish needs, or for no need at all except defiance or age. afterwards i'm immediately ashamed and feel the need to lie to protect whatever dignity i may have. i shouldn't bother. you read me better then i do. 030119 ... BnB I hear that. I also like to think that I'm not one as well, but just as I get into denial about it, the truth comes charging in to remind me that I'm not who I thought I was... 090222 what's it to you? who go blather from