mirage
mirage an echo of something, recognisable, but not real. something that was, and is not no longer, but also is not is. mirage does not really exist. 040525
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mourninglight mirages exist.
just not here..not now.

a little like seeing you in bed next to me when I wake in the middle of the night..it happened..once upon a long time ago.

..at least it doesn't make me cry anymore..
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