illness_realizations panther we wake up to how ill we've been. we express our illnesses. eventually, we fall numb and back asleep, only to express our illnesses again. OR we start to burn the things that have caused us pain. who knows how long it takes. and our cells begin to breathe again, they breathe in that newness that makes all the illness and pain a worthwhile experience. eventually, once it is gone, we will remember proudly. 031213 what's it to you? who go blather from