_i_knew_i_shouldnt sab i jsut knew it and i held of for days knowing i shouldnt and then i went and did it anyway grasping the edges digging my fingers in and ripping it wider jsut to peer on in and now its all open and raw again and i want to curl up and hide somewhere jsut because i couldnt help myself and i went looking knowing it would cause me pain and i did it fucking anyway yay_for_me for i have not yet learned a thing 050130 ... somebody you did it anyway. rot. 050130 what's it to you? who go blather from