hiding
k
no
one
knows.
i
am
here
,
then
i'm
not
.
i
wish
i
could
leave
a
little
sticker
.
then
you
could
see
it
.
and
peel
it
off
and
take
it
with
you
.
010129
...
pilgrim
...
In
plain
sight
.
Like
your
Keys
,
Or
the
screwdriver
You
were
JUST
using.
010130
...
god
that
sausage
is
alive
.
010130
...
god
i've
been
jekyll
and
hyding,
wheelie
mitch ryding
all
over
this
soggy
earth
.
i
gotta
new
solution
to
the
old
execution
but
who
knows
what
that's
worth
?
020326
...
silentbob
my
head
021207
...
small one
small
one
is
hiding.
hiding
my
feelings
.
squishing
them
down
down
down
into
the
most
cramped
and
darkest
corner
.
you
will
not
have
to
face
small
one
here
.
small
one
will
no
longer
be
the
proud owner
of
emotion
.
you
can
forget
small
ones
pain
.
you
can
forget
small
one
.
030225
...
nom
i
still
find
myself
070124
...
unhinged
i
only
come
out
of
my
room
when
i
know
he
won't
be
out
of
his
.
i
sit
on
the
couch
to
read
before
sunrise
.
sometimes
the
sparrows
or
the
squirrel
come
to
the
balcony
near
the
couch
to
visit
.
but
i
can
only
tolerate
a
few
hours
upright
before
i
end
up
back
in
bed
.
he
wants
me
to
meet
him
in
the
south
end
so
he
can
give
me
a
violin
he
made
and
recently
adjusted
to
play
it
for
him
,
let
him
know
if
the
adjustments
are
good
enough
.
i
haven't
seen
him
in
over
a
month
.
i
keep
thinking
i
said
something
wrong
the
last
time
we
were
together
.
this
time
it's
just
business
,
i
tell
myself
.
the
real
reason
i
want
to
take
a
bus
and
a
train
to
meet
him
today
is
because
of
his
hugs
.
i
could
care
less
about
the
violin
.
i
am
leaving
that
dream
behind
.
my
heart
is
so
heavy
i'm
afraid
he
will
squeeze
the
tears
right
out
of
me
.
i
hate
crying
in
front
of
others
.
i
am
tempted
to
cancel
our
meeting
.
a
big
part
of
me
would
rather
stay
in
bed
, hiding.
but
my
creepy
horoscope
warned
me
not
to
cancel
especially
where
work
and
business
are
concerned
.
i
guess
wasting
my
evening
away
on
public transit
for
a
hug
isn't
such
a
bad
way
to
spend
my
evening
.
210901
...
nr
i've
never
shown
everything
i
don't
even
know
if
i
know
everything
i
don't
really
think
i
want
to
know
everything
230228
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
