online_journals
raze
first
there
was
becky
sue
.
a
jawbreaker
fan
i
never
knew
.
then
there
was
dana.
she
wrote
about
her
grandfather
and
her
dog
and
her
dead
sister
-in-law
making
thanksgiving
dinner
drunk
years
before
she
was
a
bag
of
bones
in
a
box
. colleen pasted
the
face
of
a
femme fatale
over
her
own
.
she
told
me
all
her
secrets
while
i
ate
frozen
chicken
stir-fry
and
listened
to
tim buckley's "sefronia" demos.
they
kicked
the
shit
out
of
their
properly
produced
counterparts.
there
was
kevin
,
cousin
of
anna.
he
wrote
a
poem
about
someone
he
wanted
or
didn't
want
or
hated
because
he
couldn't
have
her
.
he
called
her
the
party
crasher
. veronica
was
as
in
love
with
emily
as
i
was
,
at
least
for
a
little
while
.
heather
penned
poetry
that
was
so
brave
and
beautiful
it
almost
hurt
to
read
. robert
was
all
about
marxist manifestos. erin
gutted
most
of
the
good
stuff
when
she
was
cleaning
house
,
but
she
sent
me
some
of
what
she
torched
in
an
email
back
when
we
were
still
friends
.
they're
all
gone
now
.
every
last
one
of
them
,
and
all
the
words
they
wove.
240504
...
epitome of incomprehensibility
My
first
thought
when
I
saw
the
title
was
literary
magazines
...but
I
remember
when
LiveJournal
was
thriving,
although
I
only
stepped
into
that
site
occasionally
.
240505
...
raze
you
know
,
there
was
a
livejournal
group
for
blather
once
upon
a
time
.
i
wonder
if
it
still
exists.
i
was
a
member
for
a
while
,
but
i
don't
think
i
ever
said
much
there
.
i
ended
up
deleting
my
lj
when
it
got
to
feel
too
much
like
i
was
shouting
into
a
tunnel
with
nothing
coming
back
at
me
but
the
sound
of
my
own
voice
.
240506
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from