maybe_it'll_all_be_ok anouk small pockets of hope 070924 ... flux containing the loose change of hope 070925 ... once again and the lint of joy. never forget the lint. 070925 ... Cicero the world is fine when I ignore it! 070926 ... :O oh shit! theres a dinosaw ! RUN ! 070926 ... . dinosaur, it sounds the ducking same, why should i learn how to spell this stupid language. 070926 ... thorn but i kind of doubt it. 10 mood swings a day will do that to you. damn bipolar. 070926 ... unhinged it probably won't 180615 ... amy adaptability On drugs: former narcotic users seem to need infinite amounts of other people’s empathy. Not that empathy is black, horrible and bad - it’s just that most people are not honestly full to the brim with it, so—— also, alcohol requires wise use because it can cause irrational anger and tie you up in it. Instead of just breathing. Although, it’s a trade-off because there is wisdom in Bacchus. former nonaddictive drugs users (me) have had their minds delusionally expanded, now have a full time job relating that to consensus reality. They say “if you can’t stand the heat get out of the kitchen” Thing is the “kitchen” just can’t be defined by drugs. Even when helpful, like in the case of prescription, (or not), one’s perspective is irrelevant. Thus the anger. Thus the confusion. It’s not your kitchen. It’s not mine either. But I do think it might be hot. That’s “words”. It’s not creature comfort. It’s not love. It’s half friendship. It’s pamphlets. It’s mental origami. It’s a record. It’s somebody’s computer. It’s advice. It’s youth. It’s questions. It’s fascism. It’s an intellectual concentration camp, a trap. It’s performance. It’s lies. It’s improvisation. It’s poetry. It’s inspiration. It’s crying. It’s lyrics. It’s innovation. It’s a trade-off. And more, but it’s not “you”. You’re not here. (This isn’t happening.) take a deep breath. don’t be stressed. the current stars want you to be stressed, revving up energy, but Mars retrograde in Aquarius wants you to be true to yourself, that’s it. that’s what you are anyway. be what you are. technology_is_already_upon_us. Piece of cake 180615 ... amy anthropology the thing that doesn’t seem to fit is “crying”. That’s been around for awhile, and I think it’s the format. It’s not really a weakness in you. Just my opinion 180615 ... amy anthropology To the jerk saying “crap” : I said cake. 180615 ... blue balloon Probably Most likely But for now I feel stupid Like a little kid Kicking a melted crayon Why did I use so many words... Why does it matter? It probably doesn't This is very silly Theres a blue_balloon on the floor next to me in the laundromat 180708 ... unhinged i didn't leave room for maybe hard stop 220109 what's it to you? who go blather from