i_love_you
argo really. you should type something now. 020720
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amferny this is my worst nightmare 020720
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blue star I don't have people saying these words to me out loud. 020720
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angie I never thought it would be said to me.
I never thought I would say it back.
Last nite I almost started crying because It was so beautiful hearing those words come from you.
This feeling is totally new...
It's the real thing.
This isn't some little 14 year old feeling of oh my god i am in love with a boy, this is it.
"At last my love has come along.
My lonely days are over.
And life is like a song."
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guess fucking who it's a crime if anything 020914
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Freak you always amaze me 020914
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guilty as charged then i am proud to be a criminal 020914
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bespeckled you told me that when you were holding me and kissing me ...

... it mad me want to slap you.

What a terrible offense, to say "I love you" in the midst of passion. Because it's a lie. At least you apologized ... at least you took it back ... huh, for some reason it the retraction doesn't make me feel a whole lot better.
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Freak I wish I would've said it sooner, because we both knew it was there but were both too afraid to even hear ourselves say it. 020917
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flame_on_flamer is j'aime
or j'adore
or j'aime beaucoup

so says my french 101 professor

Je suis un fromage.
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AfPRicochet MVP it's been happening for about 2 months now. she tells me what i already knew for much longer. i still love hearing though 060615
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tessa no you don't 060616
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nom i love you love 060616
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nom iLyOoVuE 060616
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crOwl said at least five times a day, probably more.
say it to your mom especially.
dads too, if you have one. go ahead.
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Roaul Duke everytime i leave the house or get off the phone with my sara i tell her. 060618
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c r 0 w l sorry you feel cut off...
you are still my favorite jungist.
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Bespeckled I cheese sandwich you. 090406
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Bespeckled You haven't said it in a while.

This is how I know it's ending.

(One of a few ways).
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Bespeckled Asking for kisses in the morning before i leave is sweet.

But not the same as
I Love You.




ooohhh, but maybe i'm being too hyperanalytical.

I never know until I've gone too far.

I'm sorry.
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Bespeckled That last time you said it was July 20. Almost a month ago. 090813
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unhinged and knowing you are actually finally going to leave is breaking my heart. watching your eyes well up today at work, watching the way you moved, i could tell you were broken hearted and that is enough to break my heart.

knowing after you leave, there will be no one in that place that i trust is breaking my heart. but most of all, not having someone to tell my secrets to is breaking my heart. i could tell you anything.

oh anthony
your leaving is breaking my heart
and it hasn't even happened yet
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cr0wl you love me back 091206
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sigh unreturned 120313
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unhinged but i am so tired of bickering and arguing 120313
what's it to you?
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