flooding
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feels
like
i've
been
hearing
these
songs
forever
these
songs
i
can't
quite
hear
them
clearly
but
they
are
always
playing
repeating
other
sounds
grab
me
drowning
the
songs
to
some
extent
but
even
if
faintly
i
can
hear
them
still
sometimes
they
get
louder
and
louder
they
are
the
songs_of_my_childhood
one
has
the
taste
of
hot
mustard
and
the
building
of
a
sand
castle
and
a
bus
trip
and
my
grandma
and
another
a
bathing
suit
and
a
casserole
burning
and
a
locksmith
another
is
a
window
i'm
watching
from
dogs
i
can
see
running
and
i
can
feel
the
antenna
headband
and
i
can
feel
its
colour
and
there
is
a
craft faire
and
i'm
playing
in
another
song
it
has
a
crabapple
tree
and
i'm
upside
down
hanging
or
am
i
downside
up
and
one
song
i'm
older
six
i'm
learning
about
evolution
and
extinction
from
national geographic
and
leprosy
from
the
bible
one
i'm
younger
and
learning
what
sex
is
not
and
another
it's
christmas
and
i'm
pretending
along
to
believe
in
santa
even
though
i
already
know
my
parents
went
shopping
for
the
gifts
i
already
know
i
am
getting
i'm
leaving
teeth
for
the
tooth
fairy
even
though
i
think
she
is
baloney
and
there
is
the
wind
in
the
trees
always
that
sound
and
songs
jump
around
from
town
to
town
and
i
think
why
am
i
thinking
about
these
things
at
4iam
at
5iam
trying
to
put
together
a
missing
-pieces-puzzle
and
the
pieces
have
all
been
scattered
but
i'm
seeing
some
of
the
picture
moving
still
it
all
moves
so
fast
it's
hard
to
catch
flashes
i
have
a
memory
of
lightning
it's
like
the
memory
of
gum
these
songs
that
are
so
fuzzy
they
sound
like
an
in
-between
station
from
some
far
-off
nation
and
that
makes
me
hear
springsteen
and
fireworks
and
so
many
things
i'm
tired
i
think
i'll
fall
asleep
now
maybe
when_i_wake_up
i
will
write
it
all
down
in
a
book
or
maybe
i
won't
maybe
i
won't
write
anything
maybe
i
should
delete
this
it's
all
been
done
before
050218
...
mon uow
kamloops
shawnigan_lake
victoria
naniamo
when_i_was_small
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...
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"
After
the
storm
the
strange
light
is
the
reason
for
the
storm
;
no
one
remembers
thunder
,
but
embers
of
numb
light
remain
in
the
programs
of
memory
."
- macewen, gwendolyn
from
the
first
poem
after
rain
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