dive
raze
they
moved
to
a
coastal
city
in
connecticut
the
year
he
turned
fourteen
.
it
was
where
his
stepfather
grew
up
.
most
of
the
kids
at
his
new
school
were
a
different
colour
than
he
was
.
they
told
him
he
talked
funny
.
he
told
them
they
talked
funny
too
.
he
was
assigned
a
locker
and
given
a
student handbook.
one
of
the
things
the
handbook
said
was
not
to
bring
a
gun
to
school
.
he
didn't
own
a
gun
.
he
didn't
know
where
to
get
one
.
the
only
weapon
he
had
was
his
mind
.
he
killed
people
all
the
time
.
he
was
so
good
at
it
,
they
didn't
even
know
they
were
dead
.
they
kept
walking
around
like
nothing
was
different
.
the
kids
did
whatever
they
wanted
.
one
girl
pulled
out
her
lunchbox
and
started
eating
in
the
middle
of
class
.
"
put
that
away
,"
the
teacher
said
.
"
no
,"
the
girl
said
.
she
made
her
hand
a
mallet
and
started
pounding
on
her
desk
.
all
the
other
kids
did
the
same
thing
.
they
hammered segments
of
flesh
-covered
skeleton
against
old
wood
and
shouted:
"
no
!
no
!
no
!
no
!"
the
noise
drove
the
teacher
out
into
the
hall
.
he
didn't
come
back
.
one
girl
had
ducks.
every
morning
he
saw
her
walking
them
with
ropes
around
their
necks
.
when
he
wasn't
thinking
about
killing
his
stepfather
and
hiding
his
body
in
the
meat
freezer
,
he
thought
about
the
ducks.
what
did
they
think
about
?
what
did
they
see
when
they
closed
their
eyes
?
everything
that
breathed
had
to
dream
of
something
.
his
favourite
place
at
school
was
the
indoor
swimming
pool
.
there
was
a
boy
he
liked
to
watch
.
all
he
ever
did
was
dive
in
the
deep
end
. he'd
move
around
down
there
for
a
while
.
then
he'd
swim
back
to
the
surface
and
do
it
again
.
he
kept
touching
his
face
.
he
asked
the
boy
why
he
did
that
.
the
boy
smiled
.
he
said
he
had
an
artificial
eye
.
he
dropped
it
in
the
water
and
let
it
sink
to
the
bottom
of
the
pool
so
he'd
have
an
excuse
to
go
looking
for
it
.
he
was
pearl
hunting,
only
the
pearl
was
a
small
ball
of
painted
glass
,
and
it
kept
people
from
screaming
at
him
when
they
looked
at
his
face
.
he
wanted
to
ask
the
boy
if
he
still
had
both
eyes
in
his
dreams
.
but
you
don't
ask
someone
you
don't
even
know
a
thing
like
that
.
so
he
stood
in
the
shallow
end
and
watched
the
stranger
with
the
glass
eye
search
for
something
he'd
gone
out
of
his
way
to
lose
,
making
a
game
out
of
what
was
missing
.
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