dead_sick psychobabe two words to say how i feel whats wrong with my insides? i'm a medical deformity a lab rat to rochester clinic. insides, somethings wrong cant explain the feeling fucking unexplainable. Tears well in my eyes from the slight shocks that run through my body Mouth open, ready to puke but nothing wants to come out. Hands shakeing, on with the cold sweat Ocassional runs to the E.R some doctors pokeing me with needles the numb feeling i've succumbed to is more than an effortless try. No more smiles Chokeing down my cries Tears are never ending but yet the pain keeps comeing. Taunting me from end to end it says it will never leave. This sick feeling that i've felt for 7 long years. Made it this far cant give up now, but this pain...this sickness inside of me that hurts so much...wont seem to go away. 030111 ... sigh honestly, i hope this makes you think about the mean things you said earlier, about how you were better and other people should stop whining and being depressed. i hope you remember how this feels if you start thinking about doing that again. 030111 ... Lime Rider they say you forget pain. that's best or you truly would be traumatised at birth. nature made a mechanism so you can't really imagine someone's physical bad state. you have to be living it. 030112 ... psychobabe hey sigh, fuck off. I apologized LOOOONG ago to the people i bothered, so if you cant let that go then thats your own fault. why dont you go back and READ what some of those things said cuz its been updated jerk- 030112 ... psychobabe btw, this was written to describe the pain in my stomach from my diabetes makeing me sick. 030112 ... hah you deserve that and worse 030112 ... belly fire stop. please stop. speak your mind without being cruel. it hurts me to read things like that. 030113 ... psychobabe i agree. no more bullshit. Come on i dont know you and you dont know me so drop the whole trying to prove who's better. I will if you will btw, i dont deserve worse. No one does. 030115 what's it to you? who go blather from