and_i_can't_sleep
uow and i can't think
and i don't care 		040824
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uow and i can't wake up
and i can't stop thinking
and i care too much about it all 		040824
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silentbob i don't dream
since i quit sleepin
and i haven't slept
since i met you
you can't breathe without coughing at daytime
and neither can i
so what do you say?
your coffin or mine 		040824
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user24 I really couldn't sleep last night
I tossed and turned and groaned

and then suddenly and sharply
I found I'd lost a memory

I was distraught
unnerved, upset

important? I think that it was very.
forgotten! lost! gone away!
it was very strange indeed.

I could still feel it in my head
but lying quiet in my bed
I could not find out what it was.

I forgot what I forgot,
but the sense of loss remained
distressed was I indeed.

I do not know what I forgot
but now I miss it badly.
. 		040825
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unhinged goddamn uterus
it's kicking my ass
did i ask to be a girl?
i know guys get sick of it
the whining about the uterus
but let me tell you
it FUCKING SUCKS
it didn't used to be so mean to me
my uterus
didn't keep me up at night
i suppose i could have taken some advil
but i'm a little concerned for my liver
and i couldn't sleep
doubled over
not quite on the verge of tears
but annoyed enough to star at the small patch of sky i can see from my window as i'm lying in bed
wishing my eyes could stay shut
damn uterus


it's a fucking curse
and i can't sleep 		040825
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mangrove and i can't breathe
and i feel so alive
that i just want to live forever. 		040826
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from now on and i don't know where i am
and i don't know who's with me
and i don't know where i'm going 		041102
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handel and it's making me really moody (even more so) 041102
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handel and for some twisted reason it means i don't want to eat.

grrr. 		041102
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monee and i can't sleep 041221
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monee and my body feels weird 041221
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nom) and i can't keep sitting here
and i can't go anywhere 		051007
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nom and it's 10am and i can't sleep
and i have a cold and i'm a terrible friend 		070525
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nom and it's 11am 070525
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some birds only sing in the small hours six hours total in the last three nights

i am inverting, becoming a nocturnal creature again, though in my current circumstances, it is highly counterproductive 		070525
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