feeling_now kate it is hard to make yourself remember to feel the way you told yourself you know you should. it's like pretending to feel something that you do feel, but at the same time you feel something else that is so much more than that, it over powers it. i wish i could just feel the way i told myself i feel, because i know that i do feel that way somewhere. 010527 ... . yeah 041126 what's it to you? who go blather from