and_youd_think becclebee and you'd think i should be more disappointed but it is not my dream anymore it was once and frustrated for so long then dangled in front of me offered only to be taken back before it was really mine i am a little disappointed but not very its not my dream anymore its a nice idea but no longer where i am going or who i wish to be god, thanks for the reminder 030205 what's it to you? who go blather from