absent_but_still_present god in my head. i see you over and over. just moments. words. looks. not here now but closer than ever. 020402 ... unhinged everytime i hold the lighter i remember the part of 680 i had never seen. i have my bowl ready to go sitting on my desk. 020402 ... .&. drifting, but still listening 050112 ... .nom awake, but still dreaming 050128 what's it to you? who go blather from