you're_not_helping ever dumbening so i'm negative? in the face of your incessant, arrogant postulations what else could i be? dude, you don't fucking know shit about me. i try and try and try. and still nothing lands. 180415 ... unhinged (i don't try anymore. it takes a lot longer for the loneliness to force me back out in the open) 180416 ... understory But am_I? 180419 what's it to you? who go blather from