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the swinger of birches i dreamt about you last night and had my dream analyzed. how crazy my subconcious works how crazy of me to feel this way. too many times, michael have i thought about how foolish for me to put faith in something that has no substance to support my expectation. i'm growing tiredly impatient for too much, and too much waiting makes me brazen with thinking. and thinking too much about everything that we can be.
so it rained last night, and i wanted you to know that while i was sleeping it was not you that i was dreaming about. it was the thunder and my massed confusion. but i do believe that you will learn me just the same as you have learned your medical textbooks and biological issues. for i know that your capricorn heart must want something a little more than reality. and i hope that i can give you that.
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Dafremen Capricorns are mostly good hearted people. Not particularly demonstrative though. Very practical, matter-of-fact ORGANIZED up the wazooo people.

My best friend is a Capricorn.


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nocturnal my best friend's a capricorn, too. I'm an aries, very unlikely match. she's so fucking neat and responsible it drives me insane. my sister's one, too. same fucking way. still don't understand how I get along with the two of them so well. 010502
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Dafremen Anyone that says that humanistic astrology
(the science of personalities and character traits based on sign..as opposed to predictive astrology)
is based on a bunch of vague generalities and could apply to anyone has chosen to make their own truth rather than examining the REALITY.

So far I have been able to understand my fellow human beings in a much more in depth way as a result of my research.

Of course, being me I've used that knowledge both to help folx and to bug the piss out of them.

What can I say, to the charges that I can be a complete asshole but, guilty as charged!
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birdmad i need a new one,
this one's the worse for wear

would that i could peel it away like orange rind
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silentbob so close to mine
so near to me
your arm around me
your legs across mine
how i want to move my head just a little more to the point where my kips are on your cheek
and then maybe you could move your head so your lips are near mine
i wouldn't want anything else
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cr0wl i like to watch yours when you're asleep. it is like a pool of water untouched by wind, still and restful as glass. 091002
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fuckkkkkkk the second time he slapped my face
i don't know i just felt
myself get kinda sad and go limp
it wasn't like that hard
but i didn't expect it either time


we kept having sex, and he filmed stuff
and said he wasn't getting my face
but i'm sure it was in there
when i was swallowing
and i told him not to share it before he left


i just don't know
if i can trust him
not to hurt me

i've known him for years
but we're not facebook friends
and i kinda feel like i don't know him

i texted him
to hang out again
he hasn't responded
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