languid zeke gordon My new found apathy startles me, but not in a way that anyone would notice (otherwise I wouldn't come across as apathetic). I want to be done with searching. I just want one less thing to be concerned with... ...but apparently not enough to actively persue closure. 040121 ... oldephebe nicely done z 040121 ... REAListic optimIST languidity lingers, leaving life lushness limply lacking luster. laboriously lamenting lasting limitations. 061230 what's it to you? who go blather from