497_days_since_i_last_said_i_love_you Effingham Fish Maybe not really, but it feels that way. Kinda sad, but I bring it on myself. 011130 ... ClairE Damn, that's a long time. Damn_I'm_hungry. 011201 ... whoknows not even half that long since i last said it. im hungry too actually... but thats normal for me 011201 ... jmm i cannot figure out where my depressions started and when it might end. it seems circular, as if it will never end and perhaps it never really began. just my awareness of it changes over time. 050107 what's it to you? who go blather from