the_airport bijou i found out today that my fear of airports is not normal. no, not fear of airports, i just think every time i drop someone off at the airport, it's gonna be the last time i see them. i should have hugged him. i regretted it all day long. like a little ache. i had a bad feeling about this one. i thought it was because some day, i'm going to drop him off and he'll fly to new york and never come back. he said he's not coming back. he called me from florida this morning very early. he had just left the emergency room. he was dead for four minutes. i told him to be careful. i swear he has nine lives. he must have used at least four of them by now. next time i will hug him for sure. and i will tell him i'm glad he's not dead anymore. 020325 ... bijou "what's the closest you can come to an almost total wreck and still walk away, all limbs intact?" accident_prone jawbreaker 020325 ... daxle I was upset and I hopped out to open the back hatch so you could get your luggage anxious glances 020325 ... birdmad i watched from the escalator as you drove out of sight i didn't really want to leave 020325 ... unhinged they sat looking at me, putting on the show that nothing was too wrong and i was too anxious to tell any different. they said goodbye to more than just me that day. i flew away knowing that she wasn't going to be there when i got back. little flames, plastic amber, elegies. we still hold her tight. 020326 ... daxle I meant it when I said that I love you 020326 ... the birdmad in the overhead compartment I meant it just as much and still do. I was making plans to fly again until... 020327 ... Sonya I walked through the security checkpoint and turned around. I watched you walking away in your work attire and fought against everything not to run back to you. I love you. 020822 ... unhinged OHARE SUCKS 040630 what's it to you? who go blather from