luggage
raze
i
was
sure
i'd
packed
enough
clean
clothes
to
last
me
the
weekend
.
i
was
wrong
.
my
smirking
stepfather
watches
me
exhume
an
adolescent
pair
of
underwear
from
a
dresser
drawer
.
they
still
fit
.
there's
a
thermal
shirt
on
the
floor
.
socks
and
pants
piled
up
on
my
waterbed
. shadowing
the
surface
of
the
chest
of
drawers
that
stores
the
drapery
that
once
covered
me
are
the
implements
of
my
unease
:
canadian
whisky
in
a
bottle
shaped
like
a
jug
of
maple
syrup
and
wine
with
the
price
tag
still
stuck
to
its
face
.
anything
that
expensive
has
to
be
worth
wasting
a
night
with
.
i
stash
it
in
my
suitcase
,
hoping
the
layers
of
flexible
fabric
that
have
been
holding
me
will
keep
the
glass
flask
from
rupturing
when
everything
else
falls
apart
.
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