spellbound soltero y sin nombre file this under "things i should have said sooner, regardless of the possible consequences" [spoken to no-one in particular let alone anyone in the general audience] I have to tell you, and i have to tell you this now. Yeah, we are friends. The value of what i think we have here can't begin to be measured in any words. But i have to tell you that what i feel when i look at you lately goes a lot deeper than just that. The way i'm gonna say this is going to sound more self-centered than anything you've ever heard until you hear it through to the end so let me apologize in advance if i offend you I want you. I need you like a craving that can't be satisfied by food or drink nor any drug. I can't stop imagining what it would be like to experience the taste of your kisses,to spend a few fragments of our lifespan letting my hands wander over your body, the warmth of our breath mixing as we whisper to each other. I want you to take me inside of you and to feel your nails down my back and maybe even your teeth in my shoulder. Let me cover you with kisses caresses, the interlocking of our fingers, the rhythm of our heartbeats racing through our skin traveling through the thin film of sweat that binds us you make my heart and mind race a million miles a second, i can't keep up with it sometimes All those little moments when you think i look lost, i'm looking for the words to tell you that somewhere along the line you became the center of my universe, and that even though i have never come out and said it before this moment: i love you and as for what i said i want, believe me when i say that it isn't all i want but i can't separate this desire from the simpler displays of what you make me feel i can wait. i could wait till the end of the world if i have to so long as i know that the one i find at the end of that wait is you. there is no one else there is only you in every stray daydream, in every molecule of who i have become since i have known you all i ask of you is that you take this chance on me, and if i cannot be the one who takes hold of your desires the way you have mine, tell me so. and there it is, a secret that could no longer be kept. i hope i've not ruined what we've had up to this moment 010725 ... luck is green reawaken 010726 ... kyla "Did your shoulder just...skreak?" 010726 ... guitar_freak by you 011126 ... guitar_freak an awesome documentary! 031206 ... misstree my breath in a jar and my eyes on a thin cord, slightest tug and my heart stops. you have me in your pocket, small similacrum, and at your behest, i become anything. 031206 ... gja Deliciously so. 140813 ... unhinged they say its a disorder, to be so sensitive to the world around you that you get lost in the other person, intensely. that you feel everything they feel, especially pain. i got lost in your sparkle. its been hell trying to find myself again 140814 what's it to you? who go blather from