measured
raze
"
i
still
have
moments
,"
i
said
. "
they
don't
happen
all
the
time
.
and
they
usually
don't
last
long
.
but
every
once
in
a
while
i'll
think
about
how
old
i
am
and
what
i've
accomplished
in
the
grand
scheme
of
things
,
and
it'll
hit
me
that
anyone
who
doesn't
know
me
would
probably
think
i'm
a
fucking
joke
—
at
least
based
on
the
conventional
idea
of
whatever
success
is
supposed
to
be
."
"
look
at
the
full
picture
of
your
life
,"
he
said
. "
you're
not
measured
by
what
you
have
.
you're
measured
by
who
you
are
,
and
what
you've
done
."
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