pullover
raze
you
must
be
the
only
person
alive
who
would
cut
french
onion
chip dip
with
water
to
make
it
last
a
little
longer
.
you
bought iga cola
instead
of
coke
so
you
could
save
ten
cents
.
you
waited
until
the
cheapest
bread
you
could
find
was
on
sale.
you
bought
as
much
as
you
could
carry
and
threw
what
you
couldn't
use
in
a
chest
freezer
in
the
basement
.
i
used
to
stand
there
in
the
laundry
room
with
the
light
turned
off
,
feeling
those
frozen
loaves
between
my
fingers
, imagining
they
were
cold
stones
i
could
kill
you
with
.
you
spent
ten
grand
on
a
seven
-day cruise
but
wouldn't
let
anyone
drink
anything
on
the
boat
that
wasn't
free
.
you
saved
more
money
than
you
could
ever
spend
and
stole
from
your
own
children
to
keep
your
bank account
fat
and
happy
.
for
christmas
one
year
you
bought
me
a
blank
tape
.
not
a
package
of
three
or
five
or
ten
of
them
.
one
tape
.
the
year
i
turned
fourteen
,
you
gave
me
a
collarless
white
pullover.
you
told
me
i
was
getting
more
expensive
to
buy
for
.
you
didn't
try
to
hide
how
much
that
made
you
hate
me
.
i
wore
the
shirt
when
i
was
high
,
and
on
at
least
one
of
the
days
when
i
was
sure
i
would
die
.
i
wore
it
in
the
summer
with
the
sleeves
rolled
up
.
i
wore
it
the
winter
i
was
too
sick
to
stand
.
i
used
to
think
those
were
the
best
weeks
of
my
life
.
no
school
.
no
you
.
no
shape
to
my
days
.
only
this
:
the
bed
that
was
yours
when
i
was
growing
in
your
belly
,
and
the
black
vacuum
tube-driven
tv
set
you
gave
me
that
was
no
bigger
than
my
head
.
every
time
i
got
up
to
eat
or
piss
or
shit
,
i
watched
the
world
spin
.
i
felt
like
i
could
fly
.
the
shirt
is
thinner
now
after
all
those
years
of
being
lived
in
.
but
it
still
fits.
i
think
it
always
will
.
at
least
you
gave
me
that
much
.
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