childless uow this is my childhood dream. i had others, they didn't pan out. i may never be a paleontologist but if there is one thing for sure, i'm going to die without passing on any of my genetic screwiness to the world's future population. and i hope i'm never cloned. 040910 ... uow i must admit though, there was a brief moment when_i_was_small that i thought it would be cool to have a dozen or so kids. but that moment didn't last very long. 040910 ... mangrove I will be too. Because I am nobody's little weasel. 040910 ... shower singer a full stop . I'd rather be a question mark ? 040912 ... uow childhood dream should be childhood realization. or childhood fear. because it's a fear thing really (in my case). i don't know how all them mums and dads out there can do it. it's beyond me. the strength, the energy it takes to be a parent. the love. as it is i don't think i take good enough care of my own body, nevermind another. i don't feel i would ever make a very loving mother. i feel i'm barely passing as an aunt. just ask my garden about how neglectful i can be. 040912 ... uow *and childhood realization or childhood fear should probably be lifelong realization or lifelong fear 040912 ... pilgrim Vasectomy Sex as a Comunication of Love Not a Process of Procreation I Have No Intention of Being responsible For Teenagers at 70 plus Years I am a Time Tourist Enjoying the Show Not Adding to the Cast of The Overpopulation Exposition of The 02000's Much Peace From the Edge of Times 040913 ... uow i actually think underpopulation could be a big problem in the future. and just for the blatherecord, when i said genetic screwiness, i meant as in ancestral karma. that it would be pretty screwy for the future world to inherit me as an ancestor. but thinking that way reminds me of nazi impropergander. eugenics. so fuck what i said about screwiness. i think all karma is good and everyone is beautiful. i'm just scared by the whole concept of childbirth and the responsibilities of motherhood. 040923 ... shower singer there is nothing that doesn't scare me. It's just a matter of what scares me the most. 040924 ... monee well if this turns out to be cancer than i guess i won't have to worry about ever having kids 041227 ... monee that was a stupid thing to say, as usual. 041227 ... . in some feminisms they refuse to call it childless and only call it child-free 051119 what's it to you? who go blather from