i_feel_beautiful emmi when i'm around others, i'm in a state of constant panic- is my mascara smudged? do i have crumbs on my chin? are my cheeks flushed? is my hair sticking up? but when i'm around him, i just feel beautiful, and comfortable, and it's such a weirdly wonderful feeling that i want to have it over and over and over again. 051002 what's it to you? who go blather from