past i told myself, over and over, that i wasn't going to do any this year. over and over, to all who asked about my future plans: no funding applications, no school applications, no academic applications.

and here i am, three and a half months into the school year, writing an application for a research fellowship at a museum that i don't exactly have the qualifications for (well, i have the minimum requirements), that i found out about on friday and is due wednesday.

writing writing writing writing.

no more applications!

...after this one...
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