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mon uow the lifeguards used to get me to help
keep watch
cause i was a good swimmer
and knew
first aid from my babysitting course


i got to sit in the tall chairs sometimes
i helped
with the city-wide lifeguard competition


i loved those lifeguards

one of them taught me
some synchronized swimming moves


i used to start my day with fifty laps

i practically lived in my bathingsuit
i swam every day for hours and hours
i taught diving, i loved backdiving
i dove off the high and the low
i watched people, summers come and go

i could swim
the whole length of the pool
underwater with one breath
i beat everyone in every race,
even my boyfriend, and he was fast

it was like we had
our own little swimming club
we took photo's sometimes
sometimes i wish we'd taken more


several years the pool
threw birthday parties for me,
everybody got free hotdogs
(or tofudogs) and cake
i thought that was great, cause
even though i got lots of food and
gifts at my home parties it was
always just family no friends invited


but at the pool i had lots of friends
some i only saw in summers
one from the town i now live
another from an old town
some i went to school with
some moved away and i never saw again


i loved that pool
i loved the showers
the fresh coats of paint and cubbies
and listening to all the languages


i signed the petitions to keep it open


when i moved away, it closed down, a
couple summers after, it was paved over

there are less pools
in vancouver
than there used to be

that was the last pool i ever swam in
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mon uow *that was the last pool i ever swam in
as far as really swimming in a pool
i was reminded earlier tonightmorning
that i was caught midnight dipping
at the little pool on the hill
in town the year i first lived herethere

barely got in the water
before the cops showed up
i gave 'em a false name,
told 'em i was new in town
"didn't know it wasn't allowed,
no i didn't see any signs no"

i only swim in the lake now
050226
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mon uow but i still miss that pool, that pool
it's gone, but it's still there
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