i_spent_my_night
tender_square painting cantankerous turkeys and organizing the recycle for collection. 230202
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raze writing words i wouldn't say, swearing at a mindless machine and the ghost that gave it a voice. 230202
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tender_square hearing about the opp being dispatched to two different sister's homes for wellness checks in the same evening. 230204
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tender_square avoiding desperate men on the dance floor and wishing i was snuggled up in bed. 230205
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tender_square trying to watch "bio-dome" and calling it quits after 30 minutes. 230326
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raze being brought to a slow boil by the indignities of the day. 230329
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past turning and waking with a dead hand, slowly revived into pins and needles. at first the fingers moving only together, then in groups, then as individuals. back asleep, rinse repeat. 230330
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raze listening to the storm outside. 230401
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tender_square playing a strategic board game that allows you to evict other players' pieces from the board to get closer to your own safety zone. and instead of being advantageous with my moves in relation to others close to winning, i was too focused on securing my own pieces. 230408
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raze yelling at a stranger setting off firecrackers. 230416
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tender_square sober and listening to a table of intoxicated women have a thirty-minute debate about which local weed businesses had the best snack bars for their clientele. 230416
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raze reading words in abandoned spaces. 230417
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raze being terrorized by the same train_whistle that's been slowly driving me insane for the last six months. 230418
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tender_square writing a 4 am email to my paralegal where i try to strategize every possible outcome. (later, i realized, there is no way to prepare for what a crazy person throws your way.) 230418
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raze absorbing an onslaught of unwanted low_end_information. 230618
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raze on a random nostalgia kick, watching music videos from the mid and late nineties.

(the night isn't over yet. but that's what i've done with at least some of it. you're welcome, shawn colvin.)
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raze reading decade-old arguments in the archives of an online community i was never a part of. 241213
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