repeat arinna the same song over and over and over and over again, until the sounds don't make noise anymore. too many times until i know it all. i make the same mistakes every time. 010622 ... silentbob yak back 010623 ... DammitJanet he forever runs in the wrong direction as if he continually forgets where i live. and when he gets there he looks for me, and it always surprises him to see me heading the other way. i no longer look back and call to him. i despise repetition. 030217 ... past see: walking i was actually surprised that i had previously written there, in the same general vein as to what i just added. and about the same person too. 081206 ... Soma coming into read blather wanting to write something reading your message wanting to write something finding it difficult to say_anything (do you have words?) in place of my creativity there is a gnawing anxious embrace the perception of social niceties and the flight fight or faun instinct I miss writing pure emotion but I don't miss being just emotion and while logic is beautiful there's not really beauty here. (𝗇𝗈, nevermind, 𝗂 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗌𝖺𝗒.) rinse and repeat 241107 what's it to you? who go blather from