perception somebody perception? 020410 ... silentbob perceptions.diaryland.com 020410 ... piercedjenny There is this perception that I am strong and willful That I stare fear in the eye and don't back down. This perception is flawed. I stare fear in the eye because I have nothing to lose. My best friend is in a coma, fighting to live previously alienated by me when I refused to see his imperfections and help him cope with reality. Perception is that I was being strong and giving him "tough love" Reality is that I couldn't deal with him in that way. I hate perception... because I realize that I wish I perceived myself the way other people do 050404 ... no reason when the people hold dearest don't think of you as highly, it's hard not to alter your own perceptions of yourself 120216 ... thats the people YOU hold dearest 120216 ... nr that so much of your brain should be devoted to the thing you owe it to, when you're happier when it walks around and explores. it wants to start appreciating outside itself again. 251001 what's it to you? who go blather from