3_three_questions_endless_desire mystery person (aka endless) because i felt left out. 031218 ... DammitJanet I know i'm not the usual person who asks the questions, and he is one of the best to do so :) But, curiosity killed the kat... i can't help but ask... 1. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go, who would you take, and what one thing couldn't you bare to go without? 2. How did you choose your blather identity, and what is it you desire? 3. If you could be any inanimate object, what would that be and why? 031218 ... shadow le crowl very cool questions. 031219 ... endless desire i agree. these are amazing questions, and since i didn't actually expect anyone to respon, they kind of took me by surprise. red has a tendency to not respond. . .just keep to themselves. or haha, at least when it comes to me at least. but i appreciate the questions. forgive, for i am longwinded in most everything i do. 1. if i could go anywhere i would go take a train to vancouver, for a very specific reason, with a short story but a lot of history behind it. if you dabbled in blue long enough, you'd find it. i'd go on one of those trains you can sleep on overnight. i figure i'd take brian, my ex one and only, just for old times and because we always said we go. i couldn't go with anyone besides him. only rule is we can't talk about "us." we'd be the old friends we always where. this might seem ridiculous, but i couldn't imagine leaving without a computer with internet connection...or at least a pad of paper and pen. i need to write every ounce of the adventure down in poems and stories, and well, blather is personally my favourite place to do so. 2. i chose my name very hurriedly because i just wanted a name for the first blathe i wrote under (it was actually in red, strangely enough). it was from my favourite quote at the time: "Longing, we say, because desire is full of endless distances." (i believe that's correct) i just pulled two key words out. i desire many things, but above all, i desire peace. not world peace or something Miss America but peace within myself. i wish i could love myself and accept myself for who i am. i desire to be happy. to stop learning how to live with being miserable. 3. my first thought was i'd be a flower. but i suppose a flower is alive and grows, therefore, it is animate. so then i thought, i'd be the pot. i could hold something beautiful. and then i continued to ponder the question and thought i'd be a beautiful painting that people could look at and admire, which really could turn into some strange metaphor. but all of these things sooned seem entirely useless and i'd rather just be a window. you see, i have no goals in life. i want to be a professional looker. i want to look at things for the rest of the my life. all the tiny details of the world. or maybe of just one small space. it would keep me busy for a lifetime. so i suppose i'd be a window anywhere. i could be in a large city and i'd watch the people go back and forth or i'd be in a large plain and watch the rain fall and the sun set and the grass grow. either way, i'd let light into a small room and be an outlook for a person into a world. maybe they'll start looking at things too. i mean, think of all the details you can just get lost in. fall inside yourself. lose yourself in details. 031219 ... shadow le crowl your responses are remarkable. i loved what you said about writing down every ounce of adventure in poems and stories. dude, that's the shit. and what you wrote about wanting to be happy, an endless desire to stop learning how to live with being miserable. very noble. but my favourite one is your wanting to be a window. dudebeautiful. "fall inside yourself. lose yourself in details." 031219 ... endless desire i thought maybe i could be a window in an airplane. i went in an airplane this summer. it was incredible. the whole world seemed so completely small and meaningless. everyone's just a bunch of toys and somewhere someone is laughing at us. im glad you liked my responses. the questions were too good for me to not give it some thought. 031220 what's it to you? who go blather from