no_way_out_except_awake h|s|g responsibility_for_my_own_salvation 101208 ... lostgirl as i sit, stuck in this prison... forced into silence i sleep when it's light outside and i see you wandering_through_tunnels, climbing_backwards_uphill, arriving at the edge_of_the_rubicon i follow you i trust you then jolting back into conscious wakefulness, i feel the pain slash the back of my skull. leave me alone when i close my eyes 101217 what's it to you? who go blather from