iv_distorted_tendencies_aesthete frAnk do you see beauty in all things? 010922 ... distorted tendencies Honestly, I do. I can look at something someone else considers hideous and find something about it that makes it beautiful. To me everything and everyone is beautiful, in their/its own way. I love beauty and I love seeing it. I appreciate it. And I love creating it as well. Through art, through music, through film. To be able to know that we humans can create beauty is a great thing. It's too bad that we destroy it more often than create it. 010922 ... distorted tendencies It's a conspiracy.. Although I believe we each have our own personal conspiracy. Mine just happens to be an obsession with beauty. Does this make me jaded? 010922 ... frAnk i suppose you could become tired, wearied, or worn out from any obsession, however, i don't believe one can become satiated by an appreciation of beauty. there is way too much to entertain the senses, all in a variety of ways and experiences. what do you mean by a personal conspiracy? explain your involvement in the creation of beauty through music, art and film. 010923 ... distorted tendencies Personal conspiracy. It's like a shadow in your subconcious. You don't know it's there, but somehow guiding you in a certain direction,no matter how fucked your life seems. It's like mind control. My invovlement? I like to draw, paint, create little five second films and play on my piano. Whether it's colour or charcoal a picture or painting, the lines, smudges, and shapes all hold a certain beauty. The colours, or neutrals help express it even more. The films whether they are in black or white, sepia toned, or pixelated all hold an artistic beauty. Personally, I am obsessed with the human form. Nudes are precious to me. When my fingers touch the ivory keys of my piano i feel release and freedom, a sort of perfect beauty. Harmony and Melody. All sorts of things. It's like a cleansing. 010923 what's it to you? who go blather from