_friday_night sab sittin in the backyard, smokin a cigarette watching the smoke coil back out listening to her song float across the crisp of the air feelin a little like a dragon_girl knowin im one of the phoenix_girls sittin silent and alone starin at the bright stars in the black sky mellow and cruisy but deep down trying to figure out if my last action was through bravery or cowadice if i did it through empowerment or self distruction and sittin here wondering if ive won or lost 050826 ... unhinged . 150626 what's it to you? who go blather from