crazy
kyla You mean excitable?

No, no. Quite mad.
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forgetful_experimentor I used to say "wow" at everything two years ago. Now I just use "crazy" as an exclamation. It sucks. The world is more fun when it's "wow". 011119
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me i use to be carzy they put me i a padded you then they gave me a mouse 011228
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Sonya The world, you, and me. Would we have it any other way? We'll have our crazy time yet. It'll be the night when you and I jump off the clouds and go swimming in the sea of leaves. 011228
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alice we're all a little crazy sometimes... 030402
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claire If I lived in Strongbadia I would attend Crazy Go Nuts University and I would cheer on the Dumples at their face off against Pile of Electronics State. 040713
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filing cabinet hemispheres Everyone calls me crazy
And I just wonder,
If I'm so crazy
Why can't I fit in with the "crazy" crowd?
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nom i can't handle this 070325
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unhinged when you are really good at one thing
dedicate your life to one thing
it can make you kinda schizo
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no reason when someone calls someone else crazy or weird or the like, i wonder if they're implying that they and most other people are not 121026
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amy adaptability I've kinda become the person visibly upset about every unkind thing said against me at any time, ever. I went from being unsure and in the dark to sure, though sometimes wrong, suspicions that some others just can't ever put me on the positive side and that any dealings with them are hardly win win and that i should defer contributing to their win if they can't contribute to mine.

It is definitely crazy, but, seriously, why give to those that might (yeah never know for sure, just put my finger to the wind) be talking shit. They should just go through the same things as me and then give their opinion, you know? I can't take the mean or the petty, and yes I do get scared and, by my own standard, crazy & all hopeless because living is reinforced in its unfairness.

But other times I'll give without reservation and not give too hoots about any aspect of its reception. It's a complicated, misunderstood polarization. I'll grow out of it, probably.
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tender_square terri called up mom to ask for a cell phone charger. she was in the hospital again and her battery was running out of juice. "i don't have the key to your house," mom reminded her. terri asked for an extra samsung charger mom had lying around the house. "i've got mary coming over," mom said. "well, maybe the two of you would want to take a drive?" terri angled. "we're having dinner; no." "well, what about dad?" mom informed terri dad doesn't like driving at night. terri's sweetness turned. "i'm out of touch," she cried. "they don't even have me in a room, it's like a closet, there's no light! i'm going crazy!" she said. mom didn't hear from terri again after. we're assuming she ingested hand sanitizer again, so that her coworkers had to pump her full of drugs to counteract and numb what was welling within her. she doesn't want to feel; even being intubated is a form of relief: she doesn't want the consciousness of living. 230207
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