anorexia_is knot meat above all things, a forgetting, a refusal to be changed, to keep admitting your boundries are not yours. it is a nostalgia, a desire to go back to a time when you were fed, and not feeding yourself. given control, you abuse it, told your on your own now, you'll show them. you won't be careless, you won't because it feels good, you don't want that guilt. 030106 ... megan my enemy. 030107 ... sixteen glamorous starvation faking salvation 030825 what's it to you? who go blather from