you_show_me_the_world_as_i_love_to_see_it crOwl spring wakes like a grumpy teenager, moaning, stretching, baring a brief glimpse of pale skin, rolling over, covering her tousled hair with a pillow of wet leaves. mother earth yells up to her from where she's heating up things, saying the frost-burned tulips will never bloom if she doesn't get her ass out of bed. father sky is busy making the sun rise. winter, returning from dipping his icy fingers into ponds and bowls of animal water, sits on the edge of her blankets, and then slips in beside her. "i'm so tired!" he yawns and lays down, his frigid feet touching her naked shins. "mom!" she shrieks, leaping up. and somewhere a crocus blooms. 070323 ... unhinged *scrunchyface* crowl ..... you put your cold hands on my bare back and i was glad to warm them you intently watched me from across the table and i was glad to have your eyes on me you kissed me when you got off the bus and i was glad to have your lips on me you told me i was gorgeous and i felt gorgeous you put your teeth in my flesh and i was glad to have marks from them you put a smile on my face and i was glad my face hurt from it you put the bubbles in my long awaited joy and i was glad to be bursting with it you make everything better you make everything beautiful you make everything bearable my heart has twice shifted immeasurably in the past month by boys that love me. and they both live thousands of miles away. but my heart is full even while my hands and eyes are empty. when my heart is empty, now i have sweet sweet dreams to fill it. 070323 ... crOwl visions i have had require a lot of work yet they've become real 080330 ... unhinged this_time_last_year my life was much more action_packed ups_and_downs 080330 what's it to you? who go blather from