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no reason "now i sleep in an anagram of your tricks." -[no reason]bot 140307
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raze me-bot says:

"i think i'm not sure so call them to a clothesline pole just ask my music, and watching tennis."

yep. pretty accurate.
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nr "there's a chance i'll bring it" -[no reason]bot

ha!
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nr "yes, i am in touch with nice ambiance?" -[no reason]bot 140307
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raze "just had a helpful comment from my mouth for a reason." 140307
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samanthabot I wish I would have
-SamanthaBot
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samanthabot that awful moment when matt paused the movie he better suffer.
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samanthabot dont fall on a Sunday
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Risen If I could see you one last time?

Would I ask you why?

Would I ask for the truth?

The last is a tricky one. For over a year I was delusional enough to think that I was the only person she wasn't lying to. How arrogant. How foolish. How very me.

It's hard to tell what I would say, because I can feel my words changing. Myself changing.

I feel as though all the good I have become, all the redemption I have tried to achieve, the years of striving and working and changing... it's all just been taken away from me. Like I'm back where I was. That no matter how hard I try, no matter how much good I do... Someone can come along and tell me it means nothing. Make me feel worthless and useless.

And I find myself losing feelings again. Mislaying emotions I remember having. I recall, dimly, what it was like to care. But it's fading. Like waking up from a dream.

Soon, I think, I will have no feelings about anything or anyone. I will revert to that wonderful grey area between sociopathy and autism, and I will probably end up selling my soul to a City firm for the money and the comfort. I will feel no more pain.

So what would I say?

"Thank you."
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