martyr WANNA BE A MARTYR< SON? I want to be one, one whose death makes a significant difference in its wake. How wrong is it to want to die for something good? 020726 ... pilgrim Many early Christian martyrs Were just part of a Bloody Show Business Extravaganza to feed the masses of bored Romans one more Extreme Sensation. They were dumped in the ring along with criminals, P.O.W.s and anyone that was out of favor with the Ceasar. As a result their Dieing for a Cause was Woefully Lost in the background of Carnage that prevaded the Event. Their Recognition did not take place for many years, Long after the Empire had Fallen, And was replaced by Papal Power. Martyrs Alone Know What They Die For. May God Have Mercy On Their Souls. 020727 ... no reason insanely loves tool not all martyrs see divinity but at least you tried 020728 ... unhinged restraints of self_defilement holding you down white and sterile nothing else around you but the reminders of failure locked myself in a stall miles away drunk and crying how we nailed each other down dying i have no words left only tears dead and trying still after all these years throwing another one back dig the hole with a sharp stick poke smack scratch itch there could have been a revolution excitment fizzled to desparation throwing another one back jam the nail in the hole i hollowed out for you and i'll tighten down the straps 050103 ... unhinged adapted into a song by unhingedfaith (nick and nicole) recorded into the cramer street basement on 8/2/06 060803 ... duh *recorded in 060803 what's it to you? who go blather from