extravaganza amy the smart drugs are coming on. i "deal with" both joy and depression regularly. 030424 ... raze the word disappeared from my vocabulary once. i reached for it in conversation and drew a blank. i could think of words that meant the same thing, more or less. spectacle. exhibition. pageant. but the one word i wanted wouldn't make itself known. it drove me nuts for the rest of the day. at four in the morning, i shot up in bed and shouted at no one, "extravaganza!" then i could sleep. 211218 what's it to you? who go blather from