days_like_these
now_now
make
me
want
to
quit
my
job
.
learn
to
grow
tulips
.
run
through
fields,
the
-hills-are-alive style.
go
on
a
road
trip
.
drop
everything
.
paint
.
go
to
paris
&
hang
about
outdoor cafes
and
bistros.
make
excuses
.
learn
to
sew
.
time
travel
.
become
a
statue.
read
more
.
take
fish
-eyed
photos
,
distorted
and
bowed.
feel
alive
.
080227
...
crOwl
i'm
ready
to
get
on
that
train
,
as
well
.
i
can
buy
you
a
ticket,
even
...
080227
...
jane
me
?
please
?
080227
...
unhinged
fuck_winter
yesterday
i
got
a
massage
and
bought
myself
more
flowers
.
iris
, mums,
roses
, hydrangeas, snapdragons.
the
vase
is
beautifully
full
.
080227
...
jane
funny
,
i
keep
buying
myself
flowers
& plants
as
well
.
080303
...
now_now
growing
small
jungles
spilling
over
window
boxes
remind
us
we
too
grow
[
we
are
alive
]
or
perhaps
it's
in
the
caring
fostering
something
that
will
never
talk
back
080303
...
joy division bird
these_days
080304
...
now_now
the
weather
today
is
overcast
but
warm
&
ominous
[
this
is
no
fledgeling
spring
]
it
reminds
me
of
the
san francisco summers
i
left
behind
&
on
days_like_these
the
longing
to
return
is
almost
palpable
it
burns
warm
in
my
chest
[
a
heart
aflame
]
080311
...
now_now
I
still
have
days_like_these
but
they
are
fewer
oddly
enough
i
miss
them
.
100608
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from