massage amy endless: full_body_deep_tissue, and an_excellent_piece_of_writing. 031202 ... cocoon I could kill for a massage right now. My neck and back are completely gone. The price you pay for knowledge. 090106 ... unhinged once again blather reads my life got an appointment at 3pm 090106 ... cr0wl it's eerie, but when i read this it was 3pm. have a nice one... 090106 ... unhinged decided to get a second one this month since the cold hurts me. my therapist is amazing. i am looking forward to this one. maybe it will cheer me up. 090116 ... unhinged the last time i went in the thought that i had to pay someone to touch me made me very quiet. i think when my therapist asked me if i was alright, she didn't mean with her. and then the secretary pointed out my shaking hands. i haven't been back since. 090307 ... cocoon still the same as the last time i posted. only this time i havent even gained any knowledge, but i have been enjoying some guilt-free time on the computer, not doing anything useful :) 100805 ... Risen I do not do feet. A lifetime assertion. Yet I held her feet, massaging them with my hands, and enjoyed every moment. Ersatz? Perhaps. I moved to her hands, her back, her rib cage, her shoulders and as I touched her, for a second I felt... All I am not supposed to feel. Or want. Did the noises change? For a second? Did she go from relaxed pleasure to... Who knows And I do not dare to dream. (With due thanks to the Bard) 130309 what's it to you? who go blather from