3_three_questions_megan crOwl 1when you look in the mirror what do you see?2what does design mean to you?3what last moved you to tears? 040705 ... megan 1_one when i look in the mirror, i see short brown hair, tan skin, big blue eyes, a big nose, and big lips. i see fear of becoming someone who isn't quite me, and i see a sadness that lingers sometimes in my eyes. i smile a lot in person, but i don't when i look in the mirror... not because i'm not fine with my appearance, but because my eyes express things when i don't smile that i can't ordinarily see in myself. i see loneliness building up right now. 2_two design. it means the state of all things. it means everything is linked in a huge cosmic way, and when people are quiet and take life a little slower and a helluva lot more serious, they can begin to see that plan. that design. i believe that is one of the key aspects in life. 3_three i was standing on the beach when a friend told me he loves someone else. i don't even want to be with him anymore, but i feel so run over, so depressed, so just not good enough for anyone. the tears flew down my cheeks yet again over him. what does she have that i don't? how can he love someone else so quickly? why doesn't he hurt as bad as i do? so i suppose the answer to your 3rd_third question is, he moves me to tears. 040705 what's it to you? who go blather from