pillows x even with this fuzzy vision i must close my eyes to feel what is really there i don't want to lose anything that i have, i want to wrap it up in clouds and wool all in a bundle we'll take to the blue dark skies hover to dull to reflect moonlight, we'd remain undetected and nothing would tear my world apart, no moonbeams attached to police men no sunrays attached to activivists I'd remain asleep with a soft smile stuck on my lips and my world would hover around me and play out like a rainbow bright cartoon 021010 ... black people dream candy coated dreams and then shit black ink on the dreams of others so don't wonder why you dreams sink, k? 021109 ... x i'll just assume that you didn't direct that at a person you don't even know 021110 ... belly fire our pillows receive a beating quite a beating through the night the toss and turn and toss and turn of our nightly theiving fight upon the pillow covering lay the evidence of crime we stole each other's pillows and not for the last time 031210 ... DammitJanet i love them so much and i have to get rid of so many. *sigh*. twelve on my bed alone, but with the decorative pillows coming in, the arrow will be even more covered, and well, it's time i gave them up. although i think i got the pillow disease from my mother. she finally threw some out just last weekend. one was dated july 17th, 1979 on the tag. wow. that's an old stanky pillow. 040404 what's it to you? who go blather from